Source of the doubts
The Connection Between Self-Doubt and Doubting God
Doubting yourself is closely linked with doubting God. When you question your abilities and worth, you're also questioning the divine essence within you. Think of consciousness as a vast ocean, and you are a drop in that ocean. Just as every drop is part of the ocean, you are part of the totality of consciousness, which is part of God. For instance, if a leaf on a tree doubts its connection to the tree, it also doubts the life force that nourishes it.
The Source of Our Doubts
If you truly believe in God, why do you experience stress and anxiety? This question leads us to explore the root of our doubts. Often, our doubts arise not from our lack of belief in God but from external influences. Imagine a newborn baby entering the world with a clean slate. As the baby grows, it encounters various people whose doubts and beliefs shape its understanding of the world. For example, if a child grows up hearing negative statements about their abilities, they may start doubting themselves and, by extension, their connection to God.
The Role of Doubts in Life
Doubts play a critical role in our journey to understand God. The essence of life is to know God, and doubts serve as catalysts in this quest. Picture life as a journey through a dense forest. Doubts are like the challenging paths and obstacles you encounter. They may slow you down, but they also lead you to explore different routes and gain a deeper understanding of your surroundings. Without doubts, the journey would be straightforward but lack the depth of experience and growth.
The Purpose of Incarnation
We were chosen to incarnate on Earth to grow and expand as souls. Each life experience adds to our soul's growth. Think of your soul as a balloon that expands with each breath of life experience. If the universe is endlessly expanding, what lies beyond it? This question mirrors our soul’s journey. Our soul expands into the infinite essence of God. For example, every time you learn something new or overcome a challenge, your soul grows, much like a balloon inflating.
The Growth of the Soul
Our soul's journey can be likened to the growth of a tree. Trees go through cycles of gaining and losing leaves, facing storms, and enduring seasons. Yet, the roots of the tree grow deeper, seeking the source of nourishment—water. Similarly, we go through life's ups and downs, gaining and losing, facing challenges. Despite these external changes, our soul's roots grow deeper, seeking connection with God. Imagine a tree that withstands harsh winters but continues to grow stronger roots each year. This is like our soul's journey towards God.
Conclusion
Doubts are a key part of our spiritual journey. They challenge us, shape us, and ultimately lead us to a deeper understanding of God. Just as a tree's roots grow deeper in search of water, our soul's roots grow deeper in search of divine connection. Embracing doubts can lead to spiritual growth and a stronger connection with God.
